Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

“How Well Do You Know Me?”

Hey you, yes you, whoever you are. How well do you really know me? If you think that you already know me very well. Then, I am telling you, you are wrong. Nobody in this world really knows who I am.
Malamang nagtatanong ka na ngayon kung paano ko nasabi iyon. Nasabi ko na hindi mo pa ako kilala kasi sa iba’t ibang lugar na pinupuntahan ko ay iba-iba rin ang mga ugali na ipinapakita ko. Iba ako sa bahay, iba ako sa church, iba ako sa paaralan at sa iba pang lugar na aking napupuntahan.

Kapag ako’y nasa chuch, isa akong matinong bata. Matino talaga, matulungin, puro po at opo ang laman ng bibig. Ang sabi ng mga nakakakita sa akin kapag ako’y nasa lob ng church, masyado raw silang pinagpala para sa aking buhaydahil nagagamit ko ang talent ko sa paglilingkod. Hehe! Para kay Bro iyon e.

Kapag naman ako’y nasa paaralan, ako’y isang commoners o common student, ordinaryo. Isa akong maharot, madaldal, nakadikit sa mga brainiacs (yung mga super talino), nagsismula at nakiki-sama sa ingay, at nagpapaturo sa mga brainiacs ng mga assignment. Slightly naughty (parang maharot din yun?). Wala lang, talagang commoners lang “hindi matalino”.

“Ako” kapag nasa bahay. All I can say is “I am very different to any other anak”, tahimik lang ako at hindi masyadong nakapagsasalita, hindi nailalabas ang gustong sabihin kasi maraming hindrances. Hehe, tipid ko talaga.

Panghuli, kapag ako’y nasa iba’t ibang lugar. Kapag ako’y nakasalubong sa kalsada, hindi mo aakalaing ako iyon o ang kuya Joshua mo sa school. Kasi natatakpan ng head cap ang mukha ko, tahimik, smart to talk with at medyo nakakunot ang noo o nakasibangot. Tipid akong magsalita, hehe, basta iyon ang aking mga personality.



Ito na lang ang mensahe finale ko “Kung sa tingin mo’y kilala mo na ako, mag-isip-isip ka ka muna dahil nagkakamali ka. Buwahaha…!”

Monday, July 27, 2009

Kailan pa nagkaroon ng Kwenta ang Blog na Walang Kwenta?

Hehehe..! kailan pa nagkaroon ng kwenta ang blog na walang kwenta? Ito ba ay noong tinaggalan ito ng kwenta o 'di naman kaya'y binigyan ito ng walang kakwentahan. Ang gulo hano, naka-dudugo ng brain. May brain ba ako? Naku, lalo pang nakagulo.
Ako nga pala si Joshua na ang first name ay Joshua at last name ay Canlas, for short Joshua Canlas. Ano ba ang nasa name ko? Aba'y hindi ko alam, all I know is mula pa ng since birth ko e nandito na ako kasama ng name ko. Basta, pinapagulo ko lang buhay niyo e. Do you like to read more?
What if? What if lang ha. What if eh lumabas ako sa harap mo at this very moment.
Tapos, bigla kong sabihin sa'yo na. "May mamamatay, buwahahaha!" Hinde, biro lang, takot ka noh. Ang sasabihin ko talaga kung saka-sakali na makita mo ko e, "Ay! ba't ako nandito? BYEH, balik na ako sa computer, sige, tuloy mo lang ang basa mo. Bye..h!" Hehe! yun nga ang sasabihin ko sa'yo, bye na. Continue reading lang ha..!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

“Worthless, Everything is Worthless”

“Sayang, Sayang ang Lahat”

Sayang ang lahat,
Hindi lang pera, hindi lang effort,
Pati ang suporta na mula sa kanila,
Naka-iiyak man ngunit kailangan tanggapin
"Kuya Josh, bakit ka sumuko kaagad?
Ikaw yung may sabi sa’min na ‘wag kaagad sumuko e,
Nakaka-inis ka.”
"Basta, big secret, may cashunduan lang na involve, hehe.
Pwede ko naman kayong tulungan
Kahit wala akong posisyon e.”
Na-iiyak ako, di ko lang masabi sa kanila ang totoong dahilan
Basta, yun na yun
Wala ng salita-salita
Hehehe,! Tawanan na lang yan


“Worthless, Everything is Worthless”


Worthless, everything is worthless
Not only the money,
Not only the effort have I exerted,
But also the support I got from them
Although I am crying,
I must accept the real thing
“Kuya Josh, why did you withdraw?
You are always saying to us that
We must not give up,
But now…”
“Ha? It’s nothing, just a big secret.
I just have some money problem.
I can serve the school
Without any position, right?”
I cannot say the real thing,
The truth
Okay, it’s enough, no more words
Just make fun out of it.


Everything above is true; I did many sacrifices for that thing I withdrew from. I gave everything that I can give. I gave money, I exerted effort, and I gave myself. But, after all those things, I got nothing. “Worthless, everything is worthless”. The real thing is, I didn’t withdraw, they, the committee pulled me out, for they said that I have some technical problems. It’s okay with me because I have an idea of that problem. But the issue is they pulled me out the day before the big thing, before the election. They said that the screening committee screened carefully the candidates. But, why did I pass out? Sorry for the word, but they are not responsible on what they are doing.

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The activity coordinator told me, “Joshua, after lunch break, the candidates will have the last miting de avance. And I am asking you to tell to the whole student body that you are withdrawing your candidacy. Just understand the situation, okay.” Do you think that’s right? Although it is good for me, my reputation will not be on the hook, but my point is they told me that way so that the students won't think that they are irresponsible. Hello, it’s not okay with me. If you are at my situation, what are you going to feel? Try to think of it.


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